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don't exceed 3 daily units
2005-12-21-7:19 p.m.

hahaha! you're all blurring now, you're all spinning araound, all these words and phrases that i can't help but read and wish i could help. this is inside out, this is ended. foetuses that want to be torn out and flushed away. sickness, sickness for what i'm doing at this time of day/night - who can tell anymore. i want red mixing with cream leather, i don't want this anymore, i don't want it. i can't deal with it, and it's all my fault. too young, too fucking young for this. silver to carve into this blank canvas, cleanliness. a little psychotic yes, but why did you all bother with me in the first place? fall, fall, fall now and rest forever into the nothing.

enid and seymour